How depressing, i've been home for like 5 days now ! Well, besides goin out to eat. I'll face it, i'm a complete mess. My heart literally aches & i'm all torn up inside. I'm confused & i have no clue what to do. Well, today's the last day im gonna confine myself in my house. Ive been cryin pretty much everyday. Gah, shit sucks. Well, i'm gonna turn all that around starting tomorrow. Right now, i just wanna be a lazy ass. Ahaha, how sad ): ..