Personal;

The first two hrs of 2010 seriously sucked shit. Imma blog about personal problems so if you can't handle it, don't read on. Theres a whole other side you guys don't know about. Im really good at playin things off & acting like im okay. Hah, its been a year & I stil haven't told anyone what's wrong with me. No one knows why I distance myself. No one knows what im going through. Am I gonna come clean anytime soon ? I don't think so. Ahah, my lifes a complete mess, trust me. Im just good @ hiding that side. I spent 2 hrs balling my eyes out silently.. & I tell NO ONE what's wrong. Tough girls don't cry. I silently sit there.. W/ tears rolling down for 2 hrs. That's how far id go to not cry full out. Hahaha. Don't criticize me, don't give me no advice. I honestly don't wanna hear it. I know its not healthy, I've heard it all before. I just needed to rant. I can't fall asleep... Ill just watch some TV. Anyways, Happy New Years, everyone.