It picks me up ..

I have a confession ..

Sometimes i'm able to stay positive & cheer myself up. Other times, i just feel like curling up into a ball and giving up. I constantly have mood swings. I can be laughing and the next second i'm down. Idk, i'm weird. Recently, my life have been a roller coaster ride. I'm hoping to turn that around. After my last blog & advice from Erica ( that hobo ), i've actaully been able to cheer myself up ! Ahah, i think about consequences & how everything i do, all my actions, will effect me, the rest of my day, or maybe even my life. I don't know how long i will be able to keep this up, the whole being positive thing, but i sure hope it'll be a long time. The one thing that has been helping me keep myself up is music. Amazingly, it gets me thinking. The lyrics, i relate them to myself. It picks me up :)