XSTEPHHUNNIE

Dedicated to my hubby, Steven Huang!

^ Don't you just love my letters & drawings? :P

Our anniversary is coming up. Two years & three months. Thats 27 months. Thats 814 days. Crazzzzy! So i'm gonna pour my emotions out to you even though everyones gonna read it. This month has been amazing. We've stopped our constant fights & have learned to just enjoy ourselves. Sometimes, i realize that i don't appreciate you. I don't show you how much you mean to me. Don't you ever, not even for a second, think that i don't love you. Cause i damn well do. I love you w/ all my heart. I'm giving you my all & that's how it's gonna be till the day i die. You put up w/ so much bullshit that you don't have to deal with. I bitch all the time & you've never complained. You're everything i've ever wanted & i'm gonna do anything in my will to keep us together. We've had our bad times & we've been through a whole lot. We've been told that we'd last a few months at the most. We've been told that we're a joke. We've been told that we shouldn't be together cause we " don't match ". And what have we've done? We've proved every single one of them wrong. I still hear bullshit here & there but i never take it to heart. Cause i KNOW we'd just prove them wrong again. I was a horrible girlfriend in the beginning cause honestly, i didn't really know you. Once we both opened up, at around June 2008, i realized that i love you. When we started spending more time together, we became inseparable & i remember feeling something different. As cheesy as it sounds, i fell IN love with you at around January 2009. & yes, there is a difference between being in love & just loving someone. It takes me quite a while to love a guy & to open up but you were patient & you waited. I didn't kiss you until we were together for about 3 months & you waited patiently. Honestly, i'd never ever ever find a guy like you. You're not the ' perfect ' boyfriend but you're perfect for me. I don't ever want more. If it's not you, then i don't want it. Since day one you've told me that you'd " love, cherish, & protect " me. You were true to your words & till this very day, you still put in so much effort into this relationship. You've seen me at my best, you've seen me at my worst, yet you still love me the same. Babe, basically i just wanted to tell you how much you i love you & how much you mean to me. I love you so much, i am literally unable to translate it into words. Your literally the one i want to marry w/ out any hesitation. I can already imagine our lil babies running around :D Heheh. Two years & the spark is still there. I think it's super cute that you still try to impress me :P I'm sorry for the pain i've caused you in the past. I promise promise promise i'll be a better girlfriend. I'm sorry for all the tears i've caused you. It's super cute to see you actually open up to me & be able to express your emotions. Everytime you cry, it shows me how much you truly care about me. I've let you go a couple of times & you fought for me. I know for a fact that you love me for me & hun, i'm not scared to give you my all. I know you'll never ever leave me. I'm so mother fckin in love with you. I don't believe in forever, but i have a good feeling about us. Hehe, i can't wait till you read this hubbyyyyy. Loves you :)