My Weekend

Hey guys!

I know I haven't been blogging again.. but that's because everything has been really hectic lately. I didn't really mention it, but I ended up in the ER again recently and bleh. I'm just really tired, stressed, and drained. (physically and emotionally) I've been trying to compose myself and get things together, so I hope you guys understand!

I wanted to blog because I just woke up feeling so incredibly happy and blessed. I'm not one to get cheesy about my boyfriend and I online often, because I think it gets really annoying for other people to read, but let me just tell you.. I am so happy. And 99.9% of it is because of him. This entire school year (since we started a long distance relationship), we probably had less than 5 arguments in total. I mean, we started arguing much less in the recent years in general and its amazing. Not only that but I feel like our relationship this year has been better than any other years. We're just so happy together. Always flirting, joking around, and being super cheesy. A long distance relationship sucks because that pain you feel when you go to sleep knowing he's so far away kills you. But also, it has its benefits. That excitement I feel when I get to see him.. and I literally get butterflies in my stomach when he's on his way. Our conversations are so rich and I can just go on and on about everything.

Last night, I slept appreciating having him next to me and just listening to him sleeping made me smile. I woke with a kiss and him telling me that he has to leave for work now. And he always wakes up telling me how beautiful I am. Even when I look like complete crap, he'll look at me and tell me over and over again "good morning, beautiful", "you're so damn beautiful."And you can see the sincerity in his eyes. It's just so amazing being fortunate enough to experience this much love. He tucked me in a little better (one of the things we always do for each other), kissed me on the forehead, and left.

It just makes me smile when I think about how in a little over week, I get to experience this every morning. For a good 4 months.

So blessed...

Bad day :(

Sorry for missing two days guys :( I had a midterm today (chem) and I spent the last two days studying hardcore. I had a really bad day. Woke up early with a headache. Studied more for my exam. Took the exam and failed. Was depressed for a good few hours. Went out to F21, rite aid, tapioca, hawaiian bbq w/ a friend. Filmed some videos. Watched Grey's and TVD finale (what do I do with myself now that both seasons are over). And now I'm just sitting here. I have to start studying for my calculus midterm 2 on monday and biology midterm 3 on wednesday. I'm exhausted and bleh. I was so stressed today that I only ate two meals. Once at 10am and once at 8pm. And I didn't even realize. I'm a mess. No time to blog for the remaining days. Sorry loves :( 

Xx 

Stephanie

Let us spice things up a bit!

Just wanted to show you guys that I still DO take photos daily of every thing I do. I just never post them 99% of the time :P But I guess I'll start adding photos with my summaries! These are random photos from the past weeks. 

I think my boyfriend sent me this :P LOL I think Chase's eyes are shut..

 Pho with babes last last week!

 I did these tips but never instagrammed it cause it didn't look perfect enough :P

 Just part of my graphic collection :P

 Dessert we had for our "Harry Potter" DC night.

 Studying in bed :(

 COD! MY LIFE. I'm top player ;)

 Gotta have my tapioca!

 Viv and i.. LOL

 A photo I never put on instagram :P

Super tired!

Hey guys! So I had an 8am class this morning. It wasn't fun getting up :( My teeth were ridiculously sore! I had a banana for breakfast and usually, I have cereal too but my teeth hurt way too bad. It even hurt eating a banana! Ugh, can't wait to get these off. Anyways, bio lab was ehhhh. After class, I usually buy lunch on my way back to the dorm but I couldn't eat anything so I made something in my room. (Some Chinese food that I don't know how to explain) After that, I basically worked on math homework.

------OMG I JUST TYPED UP A HUGE BLOG POST AND HALF OF IT GOT DELETED IM SO FRUSTRATED ------

Now I have to re-type the rest and I don't remember what I said -.-" GRR SO ANGRY... Then, I had two discussion classes which weren't too productive. Oh, it was SUPER hot today. I guess I like it but sometimes, it gets a bit too hot. After class, I went to dinner at the DC with my roomies as always. I had chicken noodle soup which I NEVER eat cause it really doesn't taste too good. But hey, it was my only option since my stupid teeth hurt so badly. Then, I had this rice dish with shredded chicken over it. (It was actually really yummy) Funny cause they NEVER have shredded chicken. And on the day my teeth are sore.. they do! It's like they knew! LOL Jk. That was basically all I had since it was just too painful. I took an ice cream cup to go (which I now just remembered is still in the fridge) I've basically just been studying for chem and on the internet. I worked out, showered, and put on my aloe mask thingy that I was talking about in my new video. I literally cut open an aloe leaf and use the juices as a mask! OH and today, I watched the newest episode of Ready For Love. Idk why so little people watch it cause personally, I think it's really darn good! I miss dating shows! I REALLY love all the guys. Personally, if I were to pick, I think I'd go with Ernesto. He's so genuine and such a sweetheart. But I also really, really love something about Ben. He's alluring! Tim was my initial favorite, but he's kind of boring me now. The show is very steamy! LOL As a hopeless romantic, I like these kinds of shows :P Okay, I'm going to get this mask off and then study until 12:30am! LONNGGGG day tomorrow. Hope you guys have an amazing night! Love you all!

Xx
Stephanie

I'M BACKKKK! (May 13, 2013)

Hey guys!
Wow, I haven't blogged in literally forever. But basically, I've been thinking about blogging again but I wasn't quite sure. Then, this weekend, my best friend and I were talking and she was saying how interesting my blog was! LOL So idk, I guess it kind of sparked an interest to blog again. I guess I'll just start blogging about my day. Kind of strange considering I haven't blogged about a college day yet. Hm, got up at... 8am to my boyfriend saying bye :( (I went home for mothers day and ortho) He had to leave for class. Woke up to something sweet and a kiss *blushes* Saying bye is always hard. No matter how long its been! You never get used to it. Went back to sleep and woke up to my alarm at 10am. Had to get up and ready! I felt SUPER sick and cold... I think I caught something because of the temperature difference of Davis and SF. Got ready pretty quickly and didn't really bother with much makeup. Left to ortho at 12 and then headed directly to Davis from there. MY TEETH ARE SO SO SO SO SO SORE RIGHT NOW I WANT TO CRY. LOL I'm on the thickest wire! Apparently, the rest of the appointments are just going to be "finishing touches." I'll probably get them off in a couple more appointments. Sometime during summer but I don't want to get my hopes up! Got to Davis and unpacked. Headed to my bio class. (I skipped my other two since I had an ortho appt) Um.. went to dinner. Had pasta, celery, cake... LOL If you guys are wondering. I really haven't done much homework since. Going to work out, shower, and sleep! I have an 8am class 2m T.T Okay, I'm outtttt. Glad to be back! (Convince me to stay? :D)

Xx,
Stephanie

Hey guys!

Long time no talk, yeah? I'm kind of just sitting here doing nothing... so I decided to blog! Wow, it has been a really long time. Hm, I'll just summarize my day. Slept in until noon. (I'm lazy and I sleep too late :P) Got up and had to rush to ortho! Made an egg salad sandwich for breakfast. Today was the last day my orthodontist is going to see me. I go to an ortho school for my braces, so she graduated )': I'll be having a new ortho next time.. and I'm not sure I'm going to like that. I really liked her!! Grrr.. Well anyways, my teeth are really sore and uncomfortable, but I'm sucking it up for straight teeth. Came home to some packages. School textbooks, new earrings, and an AP award. I accidentally ripped the award while opening the folder. (ha-ha) Changed my piercings! They're so white and shinny, I love it. Watched The Voice, had dinner, & literally just chilled the rest of the day. I freakin love having such a long summer. Okie dokie! I think that's about it. Here are photos that I took literally a few minutes ago. Love you guys. Hope you're all doing well :)

I don't blog anymore ):

There's not enough hours in a day! Not sure what I want to do. I might stop blogging altogether ):.. Thank you to everyone who has followed this blog. Especially those who have been reading since the beginning of my high school life :) I've had an incredible journey with you all. This will not be the end! Xoxoxoxoxo